Temor.

I'm afraid of failing.  At my thesis.  At liking my boss. (Don't worry, she told us today that team leaders have to be at a meeting at her house next Monday.  The day my 3-years-in-the-making family reunion begins.  You don't own me!  Except she kinda does.) At losing these last few pounds.  At trusting my body enough to listen and obey.

I did better today on both the thesis and the eating, but still need work.  I'm going to bed early tonight in hopes that more sleep will mean less distracted eating.  We'll see.

Today:
W: 140
S: 6 hours
E: 2 hours of helping Ben and Erin move.
11:00am orange and banana.  Slightly hungry.  Not too bad, though.
5:00pm Not really hungry, but I ate because I felt like I had to get some greens in me.  Then I kept eating because I was tired and didn't want to go help with the moving process.  2 bananas, greens, tomatoes, mushrooms, onions, cilantro, chili, 2 pb and honey roll ups.